Life Full of Ups and Downs

I had experienced in workshops that were relevant for my life. It made me feel stronger as an individual and follow the path of where it is right for me to go. Everything is not of what I have wanted in life, it just went with the flow. Also, it was very strange that you want everything you planned that it all came true, but it doesn't work that way, like Britney Spears's song, "I'm Not a Girl, Not Yet A Woman" the quote, "I used to think, I have the answers to everything. But, now I know that life doesn't always go my way." I felt the same about that, what things that I wanted to expect to happen, but it doesn't come true at all. Now, I realised that I have to be careful with things that could be very delicate to me and in my life that I don't feel anger and sadness in my heart because I know that I am a very strong person in the world tha I could make a difference in the world that I have wished for to do so before I pass away in life that I will make a statement and also make the world as what I wanted to be!



The weeks going faster and quick that everything is so surreal. But, I have good friends by my side to support me all the way until the end that the statement was very true that making friends at university are the friends for life that I have made one or two that who are my true friends and also are my next siblings in life alongside with my family! But, when I had enough with things I went back home and spend time with my family that I really wished and thanked for being there for them that I have done so. I should be proud of everything that I have done this year that I have taken some many challenges along the way in the first year that I have made some many at uni, but I know that I have so much to go before I aim to my goal!



The Get Ahead has gaven me a very good start to university that I have made some friends before my first semester starts with trips and icebreakers that was fantastic and very memorable that I won't ever forget! The Welcome Halls Party was a success too, karaoke on stage that I have made some friends on that night that I would do it again to gain confidence and charisma! Friends on my course being supportive with my work and my feelings too. The Entrepreneur was made a big difference that I can do better and stay as stronger as the other contestants and became the winning team that I have not done much, but it was for the experience! My projects in my course were very successful and I have enjoyed every single bit of it that I really getting into it especially with Fashion Projects that I made a variety of clothings and accessories that I loved the most. Dressmaking course that have made things changed that I can be professional of making them rather than buying someone else's design that they are not my own designs and can take my identity away from me!



Also, made a special message for one of my friends about life and also about ourselves that can help us to stay as who we are and be happy of who we are to be... "Be yourself, whatever you believe, it's true, it's true! No matter of what you do, it is your destiny and you can make a difference by doing something little that can change bigger for the world! You don't have to do much, just stick with your instincts that will make you feel stronger and happy with the people around you!" So, for the people for who are reading my blog and feel the same about this, don't be afraid to be yourself and just do your own thing that you are destined to do!

Thanks for reading my blog and will update you next time!

ENTREPRENEUR EXCLUSIVE SCREENING

Me with my Mum and my little sister, Hayley!

Me and Sam: Two good friends in the competition that we have not seen each other for a while and we are smiling for the cameras, hope we will be friends forever! :)

Me with the Dean

It has been a long time that I have been updated about this! I am quite relaxed when I have watched my screening but nervous when I watch myself that I am quite embarrassed about it. The day has started out with nervous and like a drunken face that I think that I cannot do this at all. But, I feel much better when I have my make-up on that I really happy to get rid of my visible of the spot around my nose, but the main important thing that tonight that is when I see all of my contestant friends again and I have see everything for the very first time that I have been filmed too. When I reach to the theatre I am so nervous and do not want to make my appearance on the door, but I want to get to my best friends in the competition that I have worked with and I will never ever forget my memories and will CHERISH them forever! :)

For the people in the competition that I am very proud of every single one of you. How can I thank you more for being good competitors! It is so not fair that we are in different teams and have to be against each other, like I have to face Fabia that is not fair for me that I want her in my team. On the other hand, we will have to fight for the 1st place Entrepreneur that I am glad that I have not to do that then.

Fabia, should I say 'Fabulous'! You have great thoughts and concepts of your design in your team that I really love your enthusiasm, but it is not fair that you have not won, but I would have gone for you! But, if we are in different team that we will have the chance to win or not, but if we in the same team, that would be great, but have to face each other, we will be the best of friends. We shall do this again if we must! :)

Laura, she is very fantastic, how can I ask her for more? She has a lot to go for in the future that we are good friends in the competition and every single time that when I think or doing the Entrepreneur that we are going to be good and close friends in the competition that I really love it so much, thanks for being there for me when I am down and we have done things together! We will have to catch up with tea or a meal that would be nice!

Sam, I know that we have not known each other long, but it was fantastic that you are in my team! I did not say much until I stand and thrust my hands on the table that I will never forget! Thanks for getting me involved when we went to the photographer and that, that was fun! But, I was so nervous that the cameras are there, but I really enjoyed it so much! When we are in the boardroom it was like so tense and nerve-racking too. I thought that we will not win, but we are the winning team. I enjoyed our embraces when we have won! But, facing the Dean was very scary and like not very friendly in the scene.

Me at the Premier Night

For the friends that who come, I will never ever forget that support that you have given me when I am in that competition! It is like I can tell of who are my real friends out there and I have made some fantastic friends at Derby and I will say that University is the best place to be and you will never regret it there unless you have a problem about it. But, it is where I stand today and I should be more thankful and blessed for the things that have changed in my life and I will remember you guys when I become famous and everything! I will swear to god that I will not ever forget!

Good friends of mine!

It changed my life, it certainly did; it just feels that I am a star of the show that it has been produced and done by Erin and her camera crew: Jon Walmsley, Hannah Davis and Alex Fraser! I am hoping that everything will be brilliant for me that may change for me, but not in person that I am still the same person that you will always remember!

The good friends of mine, Lottie, Kim, Sarah and Zoe. Thanks a lot for being there for me for your support that I really appreciate it so much that it made me the best man to be in the world and I don't have to be afraid of who I am and with you girls by my side I am very honoured and that it has soon begun for my fame!